Friday, February 20, 2009

MISKUZA

Feels like updating this blog although I don't have much to say. Abah, Mama and Waffy will be arriving on the 1st of March. Really can't wait to see them. Will have to wait few more months to meet my sisters and Raffy. Never mind, I'm sure it worth the wait. Ouh yeah, I am in the middle of a mission right now. Hehe. XD. The name of my mission is "MISKUZA". It stands for "Misi Kurus Zafirah". LOL. Please do pray for my success. I am trying my best to control my diet. I can't stand it. Perut saya buncit and it does not look good! Huhu. Do pray for my success eh? I want to look good in my graduation day photo (although it will be in July or Aug 2010, insyaAllah), I want to look gorgeous in my wedding photo too (walaupun ni lambat lagi, tapi saya hanya m'buat persediaan awal. =P)!
xoxo
-zafirahrosland-

Thursday, February 12, 2009

21 I am.

I am officially 21! Heh. it was a big day for me. It started with a quite dull day and a not so good morning but it ended with a really great night for me. I was sick on my birthday night. Had sore throat and flu. I had a serious head ache that night. Feels like nak demam. I slept early that night but still I woke up at 12. My housemates woke me up and sang 'Happy birthday to u' for me. Really appreciate that dears. Love u lots. Got the 1st call from my beloved Hana. Thanks dear. Went to my lab class at 8. Then after that I did some revision for my exam at 3. Went for my tutor class at 6 and I have class at 7.30. And yeah, ada presentation jugak. Hows that? I hate my birthday. But, that was what I felt in the firts place. Bila class da habis, tiba2 Mizah cakap nak g toilet and I was like, "huh? okay, g la, I tggu u dlm kete". I was so not in the mood at that time. Suddenly she said, 'Yang, I takut la, gelap". Dengan muka yang kerek I jawab, "U nak takut ape? Bukannye ade pape", sambil berjalan dengan laju nya ke kereta. By the time I opened my pintu kereta, I heard a few people singing 'Happy birthday to u'. When I turned my back, there they were, with a cake for me. Hehe. Sangat lah teruja dan seronok. Huhu. I never thought of celebrating it because we were all busy with quizzes, exams and assignments. I just have to thank them all for these. And, the mastermind for this surprise, MR.BB (bntt besar). Thanks dear! <3. Thanks to Mr.BB, Yus, Samad, Eg, Nina, Nadz, Fara, Nana n Mizah. Love you guys lots n lots. *hugs+kisses*. <3. Here are some of last night's pics. =)

-Fara, Nadz n Yus-



-Mr.BB, Eg, Yus, Fara n Nadz-


-Mereka lagi. =)-





L-R: Samad, Eg, Yus, Mr.BB

-Us-

-Mr.BB n I-

-My presents-



These are the pictures during the bbq night on SIFE Open Day. They celebrated my birthday and also Didi's.







-Didi and I =)-

Thats all for now. =)

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Hati saya sakit

I do not know how to explain how am I feeling right now. But what I know is that it is a mixture of offended, angry and insulted. I felt offended by an opinion given by one of my classmate. A few weeks ago, we were given a few topics on opinion speech. The topics were Learning English, World Peace and the Quality of Young Graduates in Malaysia. We were given an assignment to write an essay based on the topic that we choose. As for my group and I, we chose Learning English. Okay, that was no what I wanted to talk about now.
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Actually I wanted to talk about one of my classmate that chose World Peace as his topic. Okay, that was an interesting topic to choose. After completing the essay, we have to present it in front of the whole class. So, today was his turn. His opinion was, there will be no world peace in this world. Okay, at first I wanted to accept his opinion. I know and I understand that it is hard for us to actually achieve world peace. But when he kept on talking about his opinion, I felt angry and offended. Why?
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1. Because he said that all humans are cruel. Well, mister, a bit of correction there. Not everybody in this world are cruel. When you say everyone in this world is cruel, you are pointing at yourself too.
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2. He also said that, 'don't ever dream of world peace'. He was talking about Nakhbar Palestine (I'm not sure whether that's the correct spelling, Sorry if the spelling is wrong.) that happened about 60 years ago. He said that nobody did anything. So, till now, the Israeli are still doing the same thing to the Palestinians and still we did nothing. Because we are cruel. Oh man, you got that wrong. You might not see what others did because you did not do the same thing. You might say people are wasting their time by doing things and end up nothing happened, the war is still on and what ever it is. You said things like that, because you never did your part. We, here, have done our parts. At least we did something for them. We helped them. Encik, tolong tu tak semestinya kita kena pergi berperang sekali dengan diorang. Sangat banyak cara untuk tolong diorang. Kita bersuara, kita sign petition, kita boycott barangan Yahudi, kita derma kat tabung untuk Plaestin. With those things, they actually menolong sedikit sebanyak.
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3. You said that people are wasting their time by signing those petitions and when our PM send that thing to US, they rejected it. I don't feel that thing as a watse of time. Don't you know, dengan cara tu, bila ramai dah bersuara and so on barulah Israel berundur? (Do correct me if I'm wrong).
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4. You also pointed out that we Malaysians are so proud with what we have. But we did nothing with those things. You mentioned about the new jet, I can't remember what was the name of the jet. Starts with S something something. And yeah, I can remember clearly you mentioned about the new submarine. Hello mister? Did you know yang the submarine is still in progress? Memanglah submarine tu dah siap, tapi bukannya boleh guna terus terus macam tu je. Still need nak train lagi nak test semua benda lagi. Macam if nak beli kereta baru la, kena test drive dulu. Bukannya baru keluar dari kilang dah bole terus pakai macam tu je. Dude, do think before you nak cakap apa-apa. Jangan cakap pakai sedap mulut je.
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5. You also said to those who did not agree with you, please wake up and be realistic. There's no such thing as world peace. I am awake right now and I believe that you are not rationale. Anda cakap ikut sedap mulut je. Sekurang-kurangnya, saya ada menolong sedikit sebanyak daripada tak tolong langsung. Setidak-tidaknya saya tolong orang yang seagama dengan saya. Orang yang seIslam dengan saya. Awak tu? Apa yang awak buat? Awak bukan je tak buat pape je, awak siap pengaruh orang lagi untuk tak payah buat apa-apa. Saya bukannya nak berbangga atau bermegah-megah dengan apa yang saya buat, tapi saya sangat sangat marah bila awak cakap macam tu. Walau sebesar zarah pun awak tolong, biarpun orang lain tak nampak, tapi Allah nampak. Nanti bila Allah tanya apa yang awak lakukan untuk tolong orang-orang yang seagama dengan awak, apa yang awak nak jawab? Awak pengaruh orang supaya tak payah buat apa-apa? Huh. Walaupun saya ni taklah pious, tapi saya taklah sejahil awak. Saya tak pentingkan diri sendiri.
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From what you've presented, I can conclude that you actually know nothing but instead you act like you know everything. It is true that he who knows does not speak. He who speak does not know. That clearly represents you. For me, you are the one who should wake up and think rationally. Don't jump into conclusions easily. If tak nak buat, jangan ajak orang lain, and jangan sakitkan hati orang lain dengan kata-kata awak. Awak macam merendah-rendah kan usaha orang lain.
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I'm done.



xoxo
-zafirahrosland

Sunday, January 11, 2009

30 days to go.

Hey!!! 30 days to go till my birthday!! Oh I just can't wait! I'm turning 21. It's the key of freedom. Hehe. Is it? Nope, I don't think so. Well, for me, 21 means I'm getting old! But I can't wait to get old. Haha. Okay, enough bout that. Still have 30 days to go. But am excited! =P.

1. My parents will be coming back soon! Oh! I just can't wait! =D. They will be coming back by end of February, insyaAllah.

2. Got a lot of tests coming up. Let me see, errrmmm, there's,
a) Management Information System Quiz that covers 3 chapters this Monday(Jan 12th).
b) Management Science Quiz on Tuesday( Jan 13th)
c) Research Method test that covers 4 chapters on Wednesday(Jan 14th) at 1.00-2.00pm.
d) Macroeconomy quiz that covers 3 chapters on Wednesday too at 3.00-4.30pm.
I am so dead!

3. And yeah, it's 'his' birthday on Wednesday. My dear, am so sorry that your birthday falls on that particular Wednesday. =P
4. HANA and MALYA, am missing you like hell here. When can I see you guys? Ohh! ='(
Okay, I guess gotta start studying. I'm off to the world of reading! Hehe. =)
xoxo
-zafirahrosland-

Saturday, December 27, 2008

i hate dis feeling.
insecured.......!jealous.......!
u noe people, i went tru such a terrible experience about 2weeks ago.
ONE experience dat i cud never forget.
it all started wif a packet of milo ice.
i found out about dis ''nabila huda'' n i chose not to talk to him as much as i used to since then.
i pretended to be strong which was totally not as easy as i tot it was.
he kept on persuading and convincing me.
as planned, EGO!
no matter wut, DONT EVER FALL FOR HIS SWEET TALK!
dat was the policy dat i applied and it WORKED!
dis situation went on for a few days til i found out the truth fr my 2 friends.
argghh i made the biggest mitake ever by not trusting him!
stupid me!
i made him sick n i was the reason for him to be moody.
the 1st day i started the so-called 'war', he din sleep the entire nyte persuading me and asking why why why!
but me?
i chose to reply him entah entah and entah!
it must have been hard for him.
sorry!
n on the day i chose to forgive him, i mean after knowing the truth, there was one thing he said dat i cud never forget, "tak nak tido lagi sbb hati riang sgt"
i am glad dat today everything has changed to the way it used to be.
i am so thankful to have him back.
if there is one thing i cud ever ask for, it would definitely be this precious moment wif him.
i dont wana be the one who ends it n definitely not him either.

Sunday, December 21, 2008

Update

I've been meaning to update this blog, but I just don't have the right time to do it.
I was so super duper busy I guess. Got lots of things came up. So many things happened.

1. My new sem has just begun. It's my 2nd semester 2nd year everyone!! 2 more semesters to
go and I'll be out from here baby. Can't wait for that. Hehe

2. Nina's Orang Asli Project (SIFE). Novemeber 29th. Went to Rompin for that project.
A one day project but get a hell lot of experience. =)

3. Jelajah Integriti 2008. A collaboration with CSR Rebung (MRSM students) and also Institut
Integriti Malaysia (IIM). A 3 day program. From December 12th to December 14th. Met a lot of
interesting people. Seriously, they are 'INTERESTING'. =P

4. Netball interblock. Me? Netball? Hehe. We won the 2nd place. But that was not too bad aite?
Ingat senang ke nak menang? Huhu. A few minor injuries and a quite an obvious change on my
skin tone. =P

Okay, thats all for now I guess. Will update more later.


xoxo
-zafirahrosland-

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

xkan la dah 18thn pn still xtau nk respect people.
my parents always reminded me to respect others when i was still a kid.
dis particular person made me thinkin the way her parents brought her up.
yeah i noe its a bit harsh.
am not blamin her parents but somehow, more or less, it did affect her, i mean the way she carries herself.
well dont get me wrong.i am not sayin dat am a well-brought up children but at least i still noe hw to respect others.
i never insisted or precisely, FORCED anyone to do sumthing for my own sake.
even if i had to i'll do it nicely, wif my own way.
asking if she or he is free for instance would definitely be my first step of asking someone's help.
not jz "akak, nnt anta kite pegi mc! akak, nnt bwk kite pegi pegi melaka mall!"
who does she think i am?
her driver?
hell no!
i hv to learn to say NO!
and YES I DID for a few times.
even my close friends will start by saying, "eh rs bersalah la nk mntk tolong", or "can u help me......u sure eh?sorry eh!"
well people, the way u ask for someones help does matter.
it really does!
try askin someones help by saying "wey, kau pegi amikkan buku tu." and "eh, boleh tak tolong amikkan buku tu?
see which one responds better.