Yeay!!

Exams over! Yeayyyy!!!!! But still x bole balik. Have to go to Felda tomorrow morning for Bihah's project. Will be going back on Saturday insyaAllah. Can't wait to go back! France, here I come! =P

x0x0

-zafirahrosland-

Happy Birthday Dear Sister

This entry is specially dedicated to my beloved sister, Liyana Rosland.

Dear sister,
Do you still remember when we were small, we used to stick together? Do you still remember how Abah and Mama always bought us the same clothes, toys, watches and almost everything that we had when we were small were the same except for the colours. Oh! I miss the good old days.

I miss you dear sister. I miss celebrating our birthday together like we used to when we were small. I miss celebrating my birthday with you and with the rest of the family. I miss celebrating your birthday and I miss celebrating Ieqa's, Raffy's, Waffy's, Abah's and Mama's birthday. I miss those moments. I miss us.

Things are different nowadays. We can hardly be together, go out together, shop together and gossip together. It's because of the distance that we are in right now. But no matter how far we are, we are still sisters. You will always be remembered in my heart and soul.(Macam ayat utk bf pula. =P).

Having a sister like you is like having a bestfriens that I can't get rid of. I know that no matter what I do, you will still be there for me. Thanks sis. You are the part of my childhood that I am very sure will never be lost. When Abah and Mama don't undertand, you always will. I am so thankful to have a sister like you. It was nice growing up with someone like you, someone to lean on, someone to count on and also someone to tell everything to. You are my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities. You are my witness, who sees me at my worst and best, and loves me anyway. You are my partner in crime, my midnight companion, someone who knows when I'm smiling, even in the dark. You are my teacher, my defense attorney, my personal press agent, even I shrink. Thanks alot sister!

Happy 23rd birthday my dearest sister. Enjoy your special day. Have a blast! May Allah swt bless you always and all your dreams come true. May you find the perfect man to be yourn perfect husband, perfect friend, who can take care of you, accept you for who you are and be with you through thick and thins. Cepat-cepatlah kawin! Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Berjaya dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat. I love you so much. I miss you like hell lah. Can't wait to see you!

"Sisters annoy, interfere, criticize. Indulge in monumental sulks, in
huffs, in snide remarks. Borrow. Break. Monopolize the
bathroom. Are always underfoot. But if catastrophe should strike,
sisters are there. Defending you against all comers."

XOXO

-zafirahrosland-

Hey there.

I've been abandoning this thingy for quite a long time. Been very very busy with stuffs. Ouh yeah, Abah, Mama and Waffy are back. Sangat sangat bahagia. My finals are next week. I'm not sure whether I'm fully prepared or not. got loads f other stuffs coming up and i'm becoming stress and stresser(is that a word?). Yeah, whatevs.

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March 24th

Management Information System.

--> i dont really like this subject. About those IT thingy. Saya ni buta IT okay. I really hope I can jawab those soalan yang bakal keluar dengan jaya nya.

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March 26th
Macroeconomics.
--> Need to study balik apa yg dia ajar. Cuz the lecturer also ajar dlm keadaan kelam kabut cuz x cukup masa. Yeah. sem ni sangat banyak cuti.

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March 27th.
English.
--> Saya tatau apa yg akan masuk and saya tatau nak study apa untuk subject ini. HELP!!

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March 28th.
Research Method
--> One of the killer subject. Apa yg diajar, xkan keluar dalam exam, apa yg tak diajar akan keluar. So, saya sangat risau. =S

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March 31st.
Management Science.
--> Killer subject. Saya seorang yg gelabah dan cepat panik. So, saya akan gelabah bila nak buat soalan and end up saya tak dapat jawab. Thats why I hate maths!

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April 2nd.
Human Resource Management.
--> My fav subject. Sangat berharap dapat score.

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No gab from 26th til 28th. Saya sangat takut dan risau. Please pray for me. Wish me luck for my finals.

Ouh yeah, I just can't wait! Will be going to France on April 13th til May 12th. Bole g sebulan je sbb beli ticket murah. Huhu. Never mind, janji dapat pegi. Sangat2 excited. Can't wait to see my sisters n brother.

Need to sambung my revision. Please pray for my success.

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

MISKUZA

Feels like updating this blog although I don't have much to say. Abah, Mama and Waffy will be arriving on the 1st of March. Really can't wait to see them. Will have to wait few more months to meet my sisters and Raffy. Never mind, I'm sure it worth the wait. Ouh yeah, I am in the middle of a mission right now. Hehe. XD. The name of my mission is "MISKUZA". It stands for "Misi Kurus Zafirah". LOL. Please do pray for my success. I am trying my best to control my diet. I can't stand it. Perut saya buncit and it does not look good! Huhu. Do pray for my success eh? I want to look good in my graduation day photo (although it will be in July or Aug 2010, insyaAllah), I want to look gorgeous in my wedding photo too (walaupun ni lambat lagi, tapi saya hanya m'buat persediaan awal. =P)!

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

21 I am.

I am officially 21! Heh. it was a big day for me. It started with a quite dull day and a not so good morning but it ended with a really great night for me. I was sick on my birthday night. Had sore throat and flu. I had a serious head ache that night. Feels like nak demam. I slept early that night but still I woke up at 12. My housemates woke me up and sang 'Happy birthday to u' for me. Really appreciate that dears. Love u lots. Got the 1st call from my beloved Hana. Thanks dear. Went to my lab class at 8. Then after that I did some revision for my exam at 3. Went for my tutor class at 6 and I have class at 7.30. And yeah, ada presentation jugak. Hows that? I hate my birthday. But, that was what I felt in the firts place. Bila class da habis, tiba2 Mizah cakap nak g toilet and I was like, "huh? okay, g la, I tggu u dlm kete". I was so not in the mood at that time. Suddenly she said, 'Yang, I takut la, gelap". Dengan muka yang kerek I jawab, "U nak takut ape? Bukannye ade pape", sambil berjalan dengan laju nya ke kereta. By the time I opened my pintu kereta, I heard a few people singing 'Happy birthday to u'. When I turned my back, there they were, with a cake for me. Hehe. Sangat lah teruja dan seronok. Huhu. I never thought of celebrating it because we were all busy with quizzes, exams and assignments. I just have to thank them all for these. And, the mastermind for this surprise, MR.BB (bntt besar). Thanks dear! <3. Thanks to Mr.BB, Yus, Samad, Eg, Nina, Nadz, Fara, Nana n Mizah. Love you guys lots n lots. *hugs+kisses*. <3. Here are some of last night's pics. =)

-Fara, Nadz n Yus-

-Mr.BB, Eg, Yus, Fara n Nadz-

-Mereka lagi. =)-

L-R: Samad, Eg, Yus, Mr.BB

-Us-

-Mr.BB n I-

-My presents-

These are the pictures during the bbq night on SIFE Open Day. They celebrated my birthday and also Didi's.

-Didi and I =)-

Thats all for now. =)

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

Hati saya sakit

I do not know how to explain how am I feeling right now. But what I know is that it is a mixture of offended, angry and insulted. I felt offended by an opinion given by one of my classmate. A few weeks ago, we were given a few topics on opinion speech. The topics were Learning English, World Peace and the Quality of Young Graduates in Malaysia. We were given an assignment to write an essay based on the topic that we choose. As for my group and I, we chose Learning English. Okay, that was no what I wanted to talk about now.

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Actually I wanted to talk about one of my classmate that chose World Peace as his topic. Okay, that was an interesting topic to choose. After completing the essay, we have to present it in front of the whole class. So, today was his turn. His opinion was, there will be no world peace in this world. Okay, at first I wanted to accept his opinion. I know and I understand that it is hard for us to actually achieve world peace. But when he kept on talking about his opinion, I felt angry and offended. Why?

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1. Because he said that all humans are cruel. Well, mister, a bit of correction there. Not everybody in this world are cruel. When you say everyone in this world is cruel, you are pointing at yourself too.

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2. He also said that, 'don't ever dream of world peace'. He was talking about Nakhbar Palestine (I'm not sure whether that's the correct spelling, Sorry if the spelling is wrong.) that happened about 60 years ago. He said that nobody did anything. So, till now, the Israeli are still doing the same thing to the Palestinians and still we did nothing. Because we are cruel. Oh man, you got that wrong. You might not see what others did because you did not do the same thing. You might say people are wasting their time by doing things and end up nothing happened, the war is still on and what ever it is. You said things like that, because you never did your part. We, here, have done our parts. At least we did something for them. We helped them. Encik, tolong tu tak semestinya kita kena pergi berperang sekali dengan diorang. Sangat banyak cara untuk tolong diorang. Kita bersuara, kita sign petition, kita boycott barangan Yahudi, kita derma kat tabung untuk Plaestin. With those things, they actually menolong sedikit sebanyak.

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3. You said that people are wasting their time by signing those petitions and when our PM send that thing to US, they rejected it. I don't feel that thing as a watse of time. Don't you know, dengan cara tu, bila ramai dah bersuara and so on barulah Israel berundur? (Do correct me if I'm wrong).

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4. You also pointed out that we Malaysians are so proud with what we have. But we did nothing with those things. You mentioned about the new jet, I can't remember what was the name of the jet. Starts with S something something. And yeah, I can remember clearly you mentioned about the new submarine. Hello mister? Did you know yang the submarine is still in progress? Memanglah submarine tu dah siap, tapi bukannya boleh guna terus terus macam tu je. Still need nak train lagi nak test semua benda lagi. Macam if nak beli kereta baru la, kena test drive dulu. Bukannya baru keluar dari kilang dah bole terus pakai macam tu je. Dude, do think before you nak cakap apa-apa. Jangan cakap pakai sedap mulut je.

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5. You also said to those who did not agree with you, please wake up and be realistic. There's no such thing as world peace. I am awake right now and I believe that you are not rationale. Anda cakap ikut sedap mulut je. Sekurang-kurangnya, saya ada menolong sedikit sebanyak daripada tak tolong langsung. Setidak-tidaknya saya tolong orang yang seagama dengan saya. Orang yang seIslam dengan saya. Awak tu? Apa yang awak buat? Awak bukan je tak buat pape je, awak siap pengaruh orang lagi untuk tak payah buat apa-apa. Saya bukannya nak berbangga atau bermegah-megah dengan apa yang saya buat, tapi saya sangat sangat marah bila awak cakap macam tu. Walau sebesar zarah pun awak tolong, biarpun orang lain tak nampak, tapi Allah nampak. Nanti bila Allah tanya apa yang awak lakukan untuk tolong orang-orang yang seagama dengan awak, apa yang awak nak jawab? Awak pengaruh orang supaya tak payah buat apa-apa? Huh. Walaupun saya ni taklah pious, tapi saya taklah sejahil awak. Saya tak pentingkan diri sendiri.

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From what you've presented, I can conclude that you actually know nothing but instead you act like you know everything. It is true that he who knows does not speak. He who speak does not know. That clearly represents you. For me, you are the one who should wake up and think rationally. Don't jump into conclusions easily. If tak nak buat, jangan ajak orang lain, and jangan sakitkan hati orang lain dengan kata-kata awak. Awak macam merendah-rendah kan usaha orang lain.

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I'm done.

xoxo

-zafirahrosland

30 days to go.

Hey!!! 30 days to go till my birthday!! Oh I just can't wait! I'm turning 21. It's the key of freedom. Hehe. Is it? Nope, I don't think so. Well, for me, 21 means I'm getting old! But I can't wait to get old. Haha. Okay, enough bout that. Still have 30 days to go. But am excited! =P.

1. My parents will be coming back soon! Oh! I just can't wait! =D. They will be coming back by end of February, insyaAllah.

2. Got a lot of tests coming up. Let me see, errrmmm, there's,

a) Management Information System Quiz that covers 3 chapters this Monday(Jan 12th).

b) Management Science Quiz on Tuesday( Jan 13th)

c) Research Method test that covers 4 chapters on Wednesday(Jan 14th) at 1.00-2.00pm.

d) Macroeconomy quiz that covers 3 chapters on Wednesday too at 3.00-4.30pm.

I am so dead!

3. And yeah, it's 'his' birthday on Wednesday. My dear, am so sorry that your birthday falls on that particular Wednesday. =P

4. HANA and MALYA, am missing you like hell here. When can I see you guys? Ohh! ='(

Okay, I guess gotta start studying. I'm off to the world of reading! Hehe. =)

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-