Suddenly..im upset. :(

I dont know why.
All of sudden i feel so lonely n upset.hurm.Maybe sbb xdpt join my girls(hana n zaf) spend tyme togetha.My mom went for a course, so, ive to take care towards my lil' sista.So annoying! heh.

I promise to meet up u guys in Malacca next July!
Sgt2 rindu to have a memorable moments, laughter and chit-chat all the times.
Ble igt telatah hana sy gelak sorg2..She is so makcik.haha kuat pelupa.Short term memory kowt.haha
Ble igt angah n her story, rse mcm nk jmpe skarang. Gosipping and crita2 mcm2 yg panas2..haha
U're guys so meaningful to me n i couldnt find anyonelse like You.
U must always update me and so do i.
I wont never breaking up our 5 years friendship.
Love You.

-Malya-

im back!

hey friends!

Im back with a new me and d latest stories. It's been ages i didnt write anytin or update myself on any post. Sebabnya, my room kt Uni cant be connected to the internet at all. So, i dont have an oppurtunity to write or even update my Fb or Friendster. Rase mcm kuno gle kan my Uni. Sgt la xbest.hurm..

UPSET
Last week, my exams's result was announced. Im the one who really2 scared of it. But then, mmg xsabar nak tau. I was checked my result via the net and i was so shocked! It didnt turn out so well.I feel so so upset because didnt achieve my targets. Memang 3. ++ tp still cant achieved dean lists!! After finished up all exams, i was like sgt2 confident and i know, ill get dean lists. But im still didnt get it.Sigh. Sedih mmg la sedih. Tp nk wat cmne. Maybe it's not my rezeki yet.

HAPPY
It has been few weeks aku di rumah. Wat sume keja umah and ive been paid by abah. Tu yang seronok tuh.hehe but ive just been paid for two months oni b'coz ive another commitment to be done. By 18th June, ill be going back to the foreign land. That's d place where i must graduate in flying colors. I dont give a damn on it. I must finish up my another 2 years course there! I planned to continue my studies after this. Yet, i dont hve any idea where should to go to. Sume org balik lambat ok! 4th July. But ive to get there earlier bcoz of music camp. Yes. That's one of my fav and fulfill my co-curiculum activities. tp,napelaaa tyme cuti.hurm. XSUKE2!
It spoilt my mood tau. Dahla nnt trus blaja..I dun have much time to rest dah.haish.Ni sume sbb show for convo. For this time being, i need to relief all the stresses before another depressed coming up upon the pack schedule and hectic condition. Btw, im still enjoy for what im gonna do and dont want to spoilt my music's spirit. ;)

LOVE
Yeah.. Im in love. He is differ from other guy and he has somthin that attracted me to him. He is not that handsome man like ppl gonna crazy into it. But he has 'handsome' style and aura to me. He wasnt too socialize to girls but he is so friendly. Maybe bcoz of he was ex-MCKKian that we've known there is no girl at all in that school except for the teachers. TETAPI, he is so close to me as in im his gf. hehe. He is always there for me. When im down, when im happy. He is always by my side. He is my really soulmate and best2 friend. We share everything. He never let me down but im the one who make him down sometimes. Im sorry dear.
He has finished his degree and will be graduated this coming convo. I feel like losing someone becoz i dun have anyone that close to me to share my probs or anytin in Uni. And now, ive to be an independant woman and do anytin by my own feet. Sometimes, rase bagus jugak sbb i can give full concentration on my study and no more day dreaming. He knows what i want and i know what he wanted for us. For the sake of this relationship, i wont let him go and ill try my best to accompany him. To my dear bff, HANA and ZAFIRAH, ill do the same thing 2 u guys as well. I'll try to be with u wherever u need me. This is the truly meaning of Love..:)