i hate dis feeling.
insecured.......!jealous.......!
u noe people, i went tru such a terrible experience about 2weeks ago.
ONE experience dat i cud never forget.
it all started wif a packet of milo ice.
i found out about dis ''nabila huda'' n i chose not to talk to him as much as i used to since then.
i pretended to be strong which was totally not as easy as i tot it was.
he kept on persuading and convincing me.
as planned, EGO!
no matter wut, DONT EVER FALL FOR HIS SWEET TALK!
dat was the policy dat i applied and it WORKED!
dis situation went on for a few days til i found out the truth fr my 2 friends.
argghh i made the biggest mitake ever by not trusting him!
stupid me!
i made him sick n i was the reason for him to be moody.
the 1st day i started the so-called 'war', he din sleep the entire nyte persuading me and asking why why why!
but me?
i chose to reply him entah entah and entah!
it must have been hard for him.
sorry!
n on the day i chose to forgive him, i mean after knowing the truth, there was one thing he said dat i cud never forget, "tak nak tido lagi sbb hati riang sgt"
i am glad dat today everything has changed to the way it used to be.
i am so thankful to have him back.
if there is one thing i cud ever ask for, it would definitely be this precious moment wif him.
i dont wana be the one who ends it n definitely not him either.

Update

I've been meaning to update this blog, but I just don't have the right time to do it.
I was so super duper busy I guess. Got lots of things came up. So many things happened.

1. My new sem has just begun. It's my 2nd semester 2nd year everyone!! 2 more semesters to
go and I'll be out from here baby. Can't wait for that. Hehe

2. Nina's Orang Asli Project (SIFE). Novemeber 29th. Went to Rompin for that project.
A one day project but get a hell lot of experience. =)

3. Jelajah Integriti 2008. A collaboration with CSR Rebung (MRSM students) and also Institut
Integriti Malaysia (IIM). A 3 day program. From December 12th to December 14th. Met a lot of
interesting people. Seriously, they are 'INTERESTING'. =P

4. Netball interblock. Me? Netball? Hehe. We won the 2nd place. But that was not too bad aite?
Ingat senang ke nak menang? Huhu. A few minor injuries and a quite an obvious change on my
skin tone. =P

Okay, thats all for now I guess. Will update more later.


xoxo
-zafirahrosland-

xkan la dah 18thn pn still xtau nk respect people.
my parents always reminded me to respect others when i was still a kid.
dis particular person made me thinkin the way her parents brought her up.
yeah i noe its a bit harsh.
am not blamin her parents but somehow, more or less, it did affect her, i mean the way she carries herself.
well dont get me wrong.i am not sayin dat am a well-brought up children but at least i still noe hw to respect others.
i never insisted or precisely, FORCED anyone to do sumthing for my own sake.
even if i had to i'll do it nicely, wif my own way.
asking if she or he is free for instance would definitely be my first step of asking someone's help.
not jz "akak, nnt anta kite pegi mc! akak, nnt bwk kite pegi pegi melaka mall!"
who does she think i am?
her driver?
hell no!
i hv to learn to say NO!
and YES I DID for a few times.
even my close friends will start by saying, "eh rs bersalah la nk mntk tolong", or "can u help me......u sure eh?sorry eh!"
well people, the way u ask for someones help does matter.
it really does!
try askin someones help by saying "wey, kau pegi amikkan buku tu." and "eh, boleh tak tolong amikkan buku tu?
see which one responds better.