im back!

hey friends!

Im back with a new me and d latest stories. It's been ages i didnt write anytin or update myself on any post. Sebabnya, my room kt Uni cant be connected to the internet at all. So, i dont have an oppurtunity to write or even update my Fb or Friendster. Rase mcm kuno gle kan my Uni. Sgt la xbest.hurm..

UPSET
Last week, my exams's result was announced. Im the one who really2 scared of it. But then, mmg xsabar nak tau. I was checked my result via the net and i was so shocked! It didnt turn out so well.I feel so so upset because didnt achieve my targets. Memang 3. ++ tp still cant achieved dean lists!! After finished up all exams, i was like sgt2 confident and i know, ill get dean lists. But im still didnt get it.Sigh. Sedih mmg la sedih. Tp nk wat cmne. Maybe it's not my rezeki yet.

HAPPY
It has been few weeks aku di rumah. Wat sume keja umah and ive been paid by abah. Tu yang seronok tuh.hehe but ive just been paid for two months oni b'coz ive another commitment to be done. By 18th June, ill be going back to the foreign land. That's d place where i must graduate in flying colors. I dont give a damn on it. I must finish up my another 2 years course there! I planned to continue my studies after this. Yet, i dont hve any idea where should to go to. Sume org balik lambat ok! 4th July. But ive to get there earlier bcoz of music camp. Yes. That's one of my fav and fulfill my co-curiculum activities. tp,napelaaa tyme cuti.hurm. XSUKE2!
It spoilt my mood tau. Dahla nnt trus blaja..I dun have much time to rest dah.haish.Ni sume sbb show for convo. For this time being, i need to relief all the stresses before another depressed coming up upon the pack schedule and hectic condition. Btw, im still enjoy for what im gonna do and dont want to spoilt my music's spirit. ;)

LOVE
Yeah.. Im in love. He is differ from other guy and he has somthin that attracted me to him. He is not that handsome man like ppl gonna crazy into it. But he has 'handsome' style and aura to me. He wasnt too socialize to girls but he is so friendly. Maybe bcoz of he was ex-MCKKian that we've known there is no girl at all in that school except for the teachers. TETAPI, he is so close to me as in im his gf. hehe. He is always there for me. When im down, when im happy. He is always by my side. He is my really soulmate and best2 friend. We share everything. He never let me down but im the one who make him down sometimes. Im sorry dear.
He has finished his degree and will be graduated this coming convo. I feel like losing someone becoz i dun have anyone that close to me to share my probs or anytin in Uni. And now, ive to be an independant woman and do anytin by my own feet. Sometimes, rase bagus jugak sbb i can give full concentration on my study and no more day dreaming. He knows what i want and i know what he wanted for us. For the sake of this relationship, i wont let him go and ill try my best to accompany him. To my dear bff, HANA and ZAFIRAH, ill do the same thing 2 u guys as well. I'll try to be with u wherever u need me. This is the truly meaning of Love..:)

i cant believe hw fast things change.
but somehow i've decided to just move on with my life.
completing my studies wif DESIRED cgpa and that's it!
thanx to malya for your phone calls and messages which helped me a lot!
thanx to my dearly boyf who has always been there whenever i needed him esp when i was down and needed someone to lean on.
angah and malya, am missing u guys like hell.
i just want u guys to noe dat i cud nvr find someone who can replace u guys.
i've learnt something precious here, i mean living here has taught me a lot of things dat i shall nvr regret.
i believe dat God has determined the best for me.

Yeay!!

Exams over! Yeayyyy!!!!! But still x bole balik. Have to go to Felda tomorrow morning for Bihah's project. Will be going back on Saturday insyaAllah. Can't wait to go back! France, here I come! =P

x0x0

-zafirahrosland-

Happy Birthday Dear Sister

This entry is specially dedicated to my beloved sister, Liyana Rosland.

Dear sister,
Do you still remember when we were small, we used to stick together? Do you still remember how Abah and Mama always bought us the same clothes, toys, watches and almost everything that we had when we were small were the same except for the colours. Oh! I miss the good old days.

I miss you dear sister. I miss celebrating our birthday together like we used to when we were small. I miss celebrating my birthday with you and with the rest of the family. I miss celebrating your birthday and I miss celebrating Ieqa's, Raffy's, Waffy's, Abah's and Mama's birthday. I miss those moments. I miss us.

Things are different nowadays. We can hardly be together, go out together, shop together and gossip together. It's because of the distance that we are in right now. But no matter how far we are, we are still sisters. You will always be remembered in my heart and soul.(Macam ayat utk bf pula. =P).

Having a sister like you is like having a bestfriens that I can't get rid of. I know that no matter what I do, you will still be there for me. Thanks sis. You are the part of my childhood that I am very sure will never be lost. When Abah and Mama don't undertand, you always will. I am so thankful to have a sister like you. It was nice growing up with someone like you, someone to lean on, someone to count on and also someone to tell everything to. You are my mirror, shining back at me with a world of possibilities. You are my witness, who sees me at my worst and best, and loves me anyway. You are my partner in crime, my midnight companion, someone who knows when I'm smiling, even in the dark. You are my teacher, my defense attorney, my personal press agent, even I shrink. Thanks alot sister!

Happy 23rd birthday my dearest sister. Enjoy your special day. Have a blast! May Allah swt bless you always and all your dreams come true. May you find the perfect man to be yourn perfect husband, perfect friend, who can take care of you, accept you for who you are and be with you through thick and thins. Cepat-cepatlah kawin! Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki. Berjaya dan bahagia dunia dan akhirat. I love you so much. I miss you like hell lah. Can't wait to see you!

"Sisters annoy, interfere, criticize. Indulge in monumental sulks, in
huffs, in snide remarks. Borrow. Break. Monopolize the
bathroom. Are always underfoot. But if catastrophe should strike,
sisters are there. Defending you against all comers."

XOXO

-zafirahrosland-

Hey there.

I've been abandoning this thingy for quite a long time. Been very very busy with stuffs. Ouh yeah, Abah, Mama and Waffy are back. Sangat sangat bahagia. My finals are next week. I'm not sure whether I'm fully prepared or not. got loads f other stuffs coming up and i'm becoming stress and stresser(is that a word?). Yeah, whatevs.

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March 24th

Management Information System.

--> i dont really like this subject. About those IT thingy. Saya ni buta IT okay. I really hope I can jawab those soalan yang bakal keluar dengan jaya nya.

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March 26th
Macroeconomics.
--> Need to study balik apa yg dia ajar. Cuz the lecturer also ajar dlm keadaan kelam kabut cuz x cukup masa. Yeah. sem ni sangat banyak cuti.

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March 27th.
English.
--> Saya tatau apa yg akan masuk and saya tatau nak study apa untuk subject ini. HELP!!

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March 28th.
Research Method
--> One of the killer subject. Apa yg diajar, xkan keluar dalam exam, apa yg tak diajar akan keluar. So, saya sangat risau. =S

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March 31st.
Management Science.
--> Killer subject. Saya seorang yg gelabah dan cepat panik. So, saya akan gelabah bila nak buat soalan and end up saya tak dapat jawab. Thats why I hate maths!

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April 2nd.
Human Resource Management.
--> My fav subject. Sangat berharap dapat score.

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No gab from 26th til 28th. Saya sangat takut dan risau. Please pray for me. Wish me luck for my finals.

Ouh yeah, I just can't wait! Will be going to France on April 13th til May 12th. Bole g sebulan je sbb beli ticket murah. Huhu. Never mind, janji dapat pegi. Sangat2 excited. Can't wait to see my sisters n brother.

Need to sambung my revision. Please pray for my success.

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

MISKUZA

Feels like updating this blog although I don't have much to say. Abah, Mama and Waffy will be arriving on the 1st of March. Really can't wait to see them. Will have to wait few more months to meet my sisters and Raffy. Never mind, I'm sure it worth the wait. Ouh yeah, I am in the middle of a mission right now. Hehe. XD. The name of my mission is "MISKUZA". It stands for "Misi Kurus Zafirah". LOL. Please do pray for my success. I am trying my best to control my diet. I can't stand it. Perut saya buncit and it does not look good! Huhu. Do pray for my success eh? I want to look good in my graduation day photo (although it will be in July or Aug 2010, insyaAllah), I want to look gorgeous in my wedding photo too (walaupun ni lambat lagi, tapi saya hanya m'buat persediaan awal. =P)!

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

21 I am.

I am officially 21! Heh. it was a big day for me. It started with a quite dull day and a not so good morning but it ended with a really great night for me. I was sick on my birthday night. Had sore throat and flu. I had a serious head ache that night. Feels like nak demam. I slept early that night but still I woke up at 12. My housemates woke me up and sang 'Happy birthday to u' for me. Really appreciate that dears. Love u lots. Got the 1st call from my beloved Hana. Thanks dear. Went to my lab class at 8. Then after that I did some revision for my exam at 3. Went for my tutor class at 6 and I have class at 7.30. And yeah, ada presentation jugak. Hows that? I hate my birthday. But, that was what I felt in the firts place. Bila class da habis, tiba2 Mizah cakap nak g toilet and I was like, "huh? okay, g la, I tggu u dlm kete". I was so not in the mood at that time. Suddenly she said, 'Yang, I takut la, gelap". Dengan muka yang kerek I jawab, "U nak takut ape? Bukannye ade pape", sambil berjalan dengan laju nya ke kereta. By the time I opened my pintu kereta, I heard a few people singing 'Happy birthday to u'. When I turned my back, there they were, with a cake for me. Hehe. Sangat lah teruja dan seronok. Huhu. I never thought of celebrating it because we were all busy with quizzes, exams and assignments. I just have to thank them all for these. And, the mastermind for this surprise, MR.BB (bntt besar). Thanks dear! <3. Thanks to Mr.BB, Yus, Samad, Eg, Nina, Nadz, Fara, Nana n Mizah. Love you guys lots n lots. *hugs+kisses*. <3. Here are some of last night's pics. =)

-Fara, Nadz n Yus-

-Mr.BB, Eg, Yus, Fara n Nadz-

-Mereka lagi. =)-

L-R: Samad, Eg, Yus, Mr.BB

-Us-

-Mr.BB n I-

-My presents-

These are the pictures during the bbq night on SIFE Open Day. They celebrated my birthday and also Didi's.

-Didi and I =)-

Thats all for now. =)

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-