i hate dis feeling.
insecured.......!jealous.......!
u noe people, i went tru such a terrible experience about 2weeks ago.
ONE experience dat i cud never forget.
it all started wif a packet of milo ice.
i found out about dis ''nabila huda'' n i chose not to talk to him as much as i used to since then.
i pretended to be strong which was totally not as easy as i tot it was.
he kept on persuading and convincing me.
as planned, EGO!
no matter wut, DONT EVER FALL FOR HIS SWEET TALK!
dat was the policy dat i applied and it WORKED!
dis situation went on for a few days til i found out the truth fr my 2 friends.
argghh i made the biggest mitake ever by not trusting him!
stupid me!
i made him sick n i was the reason for him to be moody.
the 1st day i started the so-called 'war', he din sleep the entire nyte persuading me and asking why why why!
but me?
i chose to reply him entah entah and entah!
it must have been hard for him.
sorry!
n on the day i chose to forgive him, i mean after knowing the truth, there was one thing he said dat i cud never forget, "tak nak tido lagi sbb hati riang sgt"
i am glad dat today everything has changed to the way it used to be.
i am so thankful to have him back.
if there is one thing i cud ever ask for, it would definitely be this precious moment wif him.
i dont wana be the one who ends it n definitely not him either.