i never thought dat being attached to someone could be dis suffocating.
well not to say dat am really attached to dis someone but the situation itself is more or less like being attached to someone which i dont even noe how to explain.
and guess wut?
i just found out dat am the type of person who gets bored easily wif too much conversation in a day.
well i noe dat am supposed to be happy coz it shows dat hes spending his time wif me but AM NOT.
spending ALMOST 24hrs (which i only have about 7-8hrs for myself, when i sleep of course!) wif dat someone is really not a good idea.
and it makes me thinking twice or maybe thrice or maybe more than dat(100000x maybe) to have a commitment wif someone.maybe am just not ready for dat.
NOT JUST YET!
with all the complaints dat i've got from my housem8s dat am no longer HANA who spends most of the time chatting+gossiping with them, it makes me wana have a deeper thought of the need to have a boyf for the time being.
na! i don't wana be the type of person who forgets everything around him/her when he/she is in love.
am just so comfortable with the way i live my life at the moment.
am just gona wait for the perfect time to come.
and when it comes, i'll make sure dat am 100% ready to have myself devoted for a sacred thing called LOVE.
=)