Happy I am. =)

Hey there! Just came back from today's class. Well, it was okay I guess. I'm starting to like the class n the teacher too. She's cute n kind hearted of course! I have about a month left here. I'm doing my countdown right now.*sigh*. I wanna go back but I don't wanna go back. OMG! Hey, u wanna know something? My friend is getting married!!!! She was my former schoolmate! Aaawww, I'm sssooo happy for her! I think she's the first person to get married among us. Best kan nak kawin da? Hehe. =P. She'll be having her majlis akad nikah tonight n her majlis bersanding tomorrow. Congratulations Aznifah! I'm happy for u! Hope berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat. =). Ain't it sweet n great to get married with the person u love n knowing that u r already his, u're gonna live with him forever. OMG! I can't imagine myself doing that. Heh. Talking about getting married, I've always wanted to get married on 11.11.11. LOL. I like that date. But then, I don't even know wether I can get married on that day or not. Heh. Only God knows. =). Ouh yeah, I called Hana just now. Guess what? She's happy! And I'm happy for her too. =). I know that 'call' means alot to her. Glad to hear that my loved ones are happy. I hope Malya's happy too. Oh, I miss them so much.
I can't wait to go back to see them. But then I don't wanna go back cuz I wanna stay here with my family.*sigh*. Whatever it is, wether I want it or not, I still have to go back! Okay then, enough for today! I'm so happy today cuz I'm happy for my friends. =) Love u guys so mucho! *mwah*mwah*

xoxo

-zafirahrosland-

Ways to make a girl smile? =)

• Tell her she is beautiful (not fine, or sexy, or hot)

• Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second

• Kiss her on the forehead..

• Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

• When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

• Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

• Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

• Write her notes. (she loves them)

• Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

• Play with her hair.

• Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

• Sit in the park and just talk to her.

• Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

• Let her fall asleep in your arms.

• If she's mad at you, kiss her.

• Give her piggyback rides.

• Bring her flowers

• Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.

• Look her in the eyes and smile.

• Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

• Kiss her in the rain.

• If you're in love with her . . . tell her.

I found this while i was browsing AGAIN. I've nothing to do than just sit in front of this computer everyday. Duhh. Well, whatever it is, I think that these ways are kind of sweet. Except for that 'piggy back ride'. Heh, I can't imagine how on earth 'my husband to be or my boyfriend to be' is going to give me that 'piggy back ride' since that I'm wayy too heavy for him I guess. LOL. And, for that 'bring her flowers' thingy, wouldn't it be nicer if 'bring her flowers n chocolates' ? Hehe. =P

XOXO

-zafirahrosland-

I miss them and I miss these moments that I had with them.

5 Kappa (Annual Dinner 2005)

SMK Raja Permaisuri Bainun

Wana, Zafirah, Hana

Dla, Zafirah & Ruffedge

2004

Zafirah & Malya

Melaka 2007

Nany, Dla, Zafirah, Malya

Pulau Pangkor

2004

Zafirah,Hana,Malya

Hotel Seri Malaysia

2005

L-R: Nany, Dla, Zafirah, Hana

Komuter Station

XOXO,

-Zafirah a.k.a Angah-

Quotes

Best Quotes.

• And no relationship is perfect, EVER.
  There are some ways you have to bend, to compromise,
  to give something in order to gain something greater. But the love we have for each other is bigger than those small differences,
  and that's the key. It's like a big pie chart, & the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.

• Your character is based on what you stand for. Your reputation is based on what you fall for.
  

• If you aren't falling down, then you aren't trying very hard. You're playing it safe, staying in your comfort zone. You aren't getting any better.

• The fear of failure is a cruel & stupid trick we pull on ourselves. The fact that the fear of failure stops us from going after our goals & dreams means that we have already failed. I ask you this: who cares if you fail? Brilliant people fail every single day.
  

Well, I found these quotes while i was browsing the net today so I decided to post them in this blog. Got nothing else to do than just sit in front of this PC. God, I'm so fcuking BORING! So, enjoy reading the quotes. These quotes are motivational . I jus love reading quotes. =)

XOXO

-Zafirah a.k.a Angah-

I AM A SUCCESSFUL SPENDER!!
ow U WISH!!!
i am so NOT a successful spender.
hv u ever wondered what is wrong with ur spending patterns and WHY "enough" simply NEVER is for you?
i hv been wondering those for years n years n today i know the answer.=)

6 "HIGHLY WISHED" habits of a so not successful spender:'i consider myself one'=)

1. ANTICIPATE YOUR NEEDS.the practice of thinking ahead and anticipating what my needs are going to be. *oh my!this is extremely "fucking" hard.

2. REWARD YOURSELVES DIFFERENTLY. do not consider activity of shopping to reward yourself. can i?*shopping is a good therapy.it really is!

3. BARTER SKILLS NOT CASH. change the perception of spending. practice barter system.*uwh yeah!sharing is caring.=)

4. WHERE POSSIBLE, BUY USED. recognize only the intrinsic value of a product instead of seeing the value of an item in its packaging and see nothing wrong with buying pre-owned products.*whoever denies the fact that attractive packaging attract more customers, raise up your hand!n I AM SO NOT GONNA buy pre-owned products.

5. SPEND SLOWLY. never carry more cash than needed.*this sounds good but it is not easy though.=)

6. PAY BY CASH NOT DEBT. never buy anythin on debt unless if it is considered as an in investment which helps to earn more money.*ABSOLUTELY!!

*HANA*

=)

its EXACTLY 7 DAYS before my last paper. F.R.E.E.D.O.M!!! yeay yeay!!

I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD to:

23rd may - final exam of beta trimester 3 officially ENDS!!

24th may - balik tangkak, my anty's house since angah n uda are back
[ cousins' reunion]

27th may - balik taiping, my hometown. GOD knows hw much i miss my
hometown. HEAVEN'S KITCHEN, wait for me okay? ada banyak new recipe invention in my head=)

30th may - attend kak ain's wedding, so-called family relatives reunion. oh my! i have to khatam al-Quran on the nite before the wedding. i am a BIG microphone n crowd FREAK okay?

7th june - attend dla's sister's engagement. most importantly, HIGHLIGHT of the day and month, jumpa my
NUR ADILAH ROSLI>>kerinduan yang terlampau.

early of july - ANGAH'S COMIN.=)

*HANA*

HAPPY HAPPY=)

100% HAPPINESS in me.
hahahaha.
i hv the right to laugh out loud.
CONTRACT II is finally OVER.
therefore my silence for those past 3 days is permissible.
n now i am back rite here in this blog.
hilang hidup utk past 3 days sbb 80% of my life was devoted for CONTRACT II.
now all i need is a lil bit of LUCK.
miss sik, please help me to get through dis paper okay?
sbbnye i started to LOVE you since midterm dat day.=)

hw i wish i cud hv my besties rite here at this very moment.
boleh share dis happiness sama sama.
*sigh*sigh*

*HANA*

=)

I never knew perfection till

I heard you speak and now it kills me

Just to hear you say the simple things

Now waking up is hard to do

And sleeping is impossible too

Everything's reminding me of you

What can I do?

It’s not right, not okay

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break

A fool to let you slip away

I chase you just to hear you say

You’re scared and that you think that I’m insane

I see you look so nice from here

Pity I can’t see it clearly

While you’re standing there, it disappears

It disappears

It’s not right, not okay

Say the word it should say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break

Saw you sitting all alone

You’re fragile and you’re cold, but that’s all right

Life these days is getting rough

They’ve knocked you down and beat you up

But it’s just a rollercoaster anyway, yeah

It’s not right, not okay

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, not okay

Say the words that you say

Maybe we’re better off this way

I’m not fine, I’m in pain

It’s harder everyday

Maybe we’re better off this way

It’s better that we break, baby.

This is one nice song by Maroon 5. I love this song so much! It explains like everything! When I first heard this song, it reminds me of certain people that had once been in my life and maybe some of them are still in my life but we're just...I just don't know how to explain it. Sometimes it just get so hard to explain things. But, whatever it is, I wanna thank all the people that had been in my life. No matter wether they are still with me or without me right now. Thanks for teaching me the meaning of life.

To my deary beloved FRIENDS :~
- Faridatun Hana Salleh
- NorAmalia Misnan
- Nur Adilah Rosli
- Hanani Mohammadiah
- Syazwana Zabidi
- Nur Shazreena Myeor
- Nurul Farhana Sumiran

Thanks for eveything. Thanks for the happiness that we've shared together. Thanks for those precious moments. I love all u so much. I AM MISSING U GUYS LIKE HELL! Do take care of urselves. No matter what u guys are doing right now and no matter where u guys are right now, hope all of u are doing great and I pray to God to protect all of always and I hope that my guardian angel is always with all of u.

Infinites of 'X'es and O'es'

-Zafirah a.k.a Angah-

x)

i miss 'em

all of sudden..
i miss my peeps..my besties..my bffs..
im here all alone..
incredibly get insane when i cant get over it..
i need sum1 to talk to..
i need my hana n zafira..
i need my boo..
those who i cant live without..
n ttbe sy rase mcm nk blk uni n blaja je..
i miss my nutrition book so much..
that's my only book with neatly wrapped...
coz i love spent time with it..=)
arrrgggghh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i miss everytin that permanently i belong to...
owh GOD..Kau tlglah hambaMu ini..
Aminn..

Kerinduan,
+Malya+

I want..

I want a guy to listen to my secrets,

take me out to dinner,

call me first,

label me as his,

understand my feelings,

write me a song,

ask me to dance,

kiss me in the rain,

pass me love letters,

never forgets my birthday,

hugs me when i'm cold,

tell me i'm always right,

be my sweet escape,

tell me to believe that this is a fairytale,

give me gummy worms,

remember my favourite colours,

treat me like a star,

dream about me,

say that i've the key to his heart,

walk me home so i'll be safe,

play my favourite game,

dance like retards,

act stupid together,

spends time with me anytime anywhere,

tell me that everything's gonna be okay,

stay together forever,

let this love last,

accepts me just the way i am,

and make me his one and only.

i wanna be the girl he's scared to lose,

the one where he can't walk away from knowing that i'm mad at him,

the one who can't fall asleep without my voice being the last one he hears,

and the one he can't live without.

i want him to call me back when i hang up on him,

who will stay awake just to watch me sleep,

the boy who kisses my forehead,

who wants to show me off to the world,

who holds my hands in front of his friends,

who thinks i'm just the same without make up,

the one who is constantly reminding me of how much he cares about me,

and how lucky he is to have me <3

XOXO

ZAfirah Rosland

KEMALASAN

why cant i get my butt off dis chair n y can't i push myself to shower???????
MALAS.fullstop!!!!!
n fyi i've been sitting on dis chair for the past almost 30 mins listening to songs, my fav songs dgn harapan dpt kasi inspiration.chewaahh!!
u must hv been wonderin y am i makin dis such a big deal??
takkan la baru duduk 30mins pon bising.
the fact dat i am supposed to be studyin dat matters me at the moment.
i am truly mad at myself for choosing to lepak+berangan instead of STUDYIN.
but i think i deserve to memanjakan myself coz i went to bed at 4 last nyte.=)

after all, i only hv another chapter to cover.
not to be riak okay but i am givin u a gud reason y i am havin my own sweet time at the moment.=)
ALASAN!!
boleh habis by tonite KOT!!!!
if x sempat i'll hv to paksa myself not to sleep la tonite.
NO CHOICE!!!

plus whoever chooses to study now with dis fuckin extremely hot weather, i RESPECT u people.
can share with me the secret hw to study with dis kind of weather ah??
wutever it is, i am too MALAS for anythin at the moment.
bribe me wif shoppin therapy, money, steak or anythin but nothing turns me on.
=)

HAPPY MAMA'S DAY=)

this post is specially meant to my MAMA, asmah napiah.

"HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, ma. THANK YOU for every single thing n i wana let u noe dat i am completely NOTHING without you. u've always been the GREATEST mother n u will always be".

"Semoga ALLAH akan sentiasa memberkati mama dgn kesihatan dan kehidupan yang baik. i MIGHT NOT be the greatest daughter but i will always try to be the one dat u wanted me to be."=)

::HANA::

Today..
May 11...
I wrote a new entree to all the mothers in this world!!

Happy Mother's Day!!!!

Specially dedicated to my mother..
NORARZELA BT MAT ISA
Happy Mother's Day to u..
May Allah Blessing u..
Giving u a Good Health n Happiness all the way..
You're the one that i cant live without..
...I Love U..

I promise to u to be a good daughter..
I wont let u down..
I wont be disrecpectful child..
I wont never..
This I promise u..

With Love,
MALYA

~home sweet home~

today,
May 10th,
finally ive been given a chance to write this new post!
yess!
Afta several trials sy sgtlaaa give up!
u knoe y??

ZAF gave me d wrong email!! aiyoo! how come la kakak..isk
but never mind..
im still can shout out even they are faraway from me..
For ur info, i hve a long sem hols till July mayb..
It's so relaxing n calming...
but, my dad asked me to be a maid in my ouse!!
Wut laaa...dhla xbg i keje..suh jadi maid pulak..
my mum actually offered me to be cikgu ganti at one school just nearer to my ouse..
but my dad said NO!!
His alasan is im goin to neglect my study n influence to perkara2 xelok laa..
To me,it doesnt a big prob to earn additional money..
well, u all knoe my dad kan..hurmmm..
wut can i say..
A big thanx to Allah coz my dad has tranferred to kl..
so that i can do wut i want..
it gives a bit freedom to me as well..

NO MONEY NO TALK!
my dad will give me gaji bulanan in order to do all housework!
yeah..i got xbanyak la..
approximately..RM400++ per month..
thats ok la compared to keje truk2 kt luar but earn just small salary..
ckupla utk bli wut i want n shoppin sk8..
yeah..i enjoyed cooking,dish-washing n all those stuff..
seriously xtipu..haha
at least im helping my mother..
lessen her burden..
u knoe im a good girl..=P
i think thats wut i wanna tell to u all now..
i wanna go to mandi 1st!

.........to be continued*
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fish spa=)

i really CAN'T trust myself when it comes to MONEY.
n u shuldnt trust me if i say"eyh tak boleh xde budget" or "eyh tak nak lah, sayang duit oni".
hahahaha.
guess wut i did today??
FISH SPA..!!!
with my bestie, shoba.
the 1st 10mins:

shoba : makcik, come la try.BEST!!!
hana : eyh tak nak lah,geli. i don't want.u do alone.xpa.plus w8 my budget lari.haha.!!
10mins later, we BOTH dah masuk the pool..!!!!!!

it was very relaxing.SERIOUSLY..
the feeling of those fishes "tickling" n "kissing" my foot was great!!
at 1st i was like "eyh geli geli" but a few mins later "geli geli" turned out to be BEST!!!
hahaha...
u shud try dis fish spa..
its really worthy.
rm 42 for ur whole body..
okay kn??
haa now shoba n i are planning to hv dis fish spa as our monthly therapy since our 1st fish sp turned out to be WOW!!!
=)

*HANA*

unexpected

if anyone asks, are u happy rite now??
the answer would definitely be YES!!
I AM HAPPY.yes i really am.

after knowin wut i've got 4 my contract paper, i told myself dat miss sik cheng peng is not dat bad.
hahahaha=)
i really tot she was gonna give me less than 5 out of 25 n i really tot i was gonna screw dis paper jz like hw i did for my contract I.
but it turned out to be good enough for me.=)
it wasn't dat gud or superb or extremely awesome but it was OKAY for me n OKAY for CONTRACT II paper, MISS SIK CHENG PENG'S paper, people!!!!!!
u noe wut i mean.haha!!
but somehow i still have to make sure dat i do well, i mean very very well for this paper in this comin final exam.
HOPEFULLY.AAMMMINNN.=)

-HANA-

my day=)

the day has finally arrived.
i've finally got my "baby".
yeay!!!
thanx to my parents and brother for this precious "baby."
moga2 i can take a good care of it just like how my brother did.

-HANA-